I normally just try to refrain from writing anything, if it is just going to be complaining. But, today, I couldn’t help myself. In fact the title of this post is quite dramatic. But, I am feeling a bit overwhelmed at the moment. Piper is fine. I’m still employed. Reagan is fine. But… I am sick again. To be entirely honest, I don’t feel like I every fully recovered from when I was sick two weeks ago. But at least before, I could still run, because I could still breathe. I haven’t been able to run since last Wednesday. I missed the New York Road Runner team championships on Saturday. Today, I still can’t really breathe right. Which means, no Piper visit and no running. It is driving me insane.
To add insult to injury, the hosting plan that I mentioned in my last post, didn’t exactly workout. So, I am trying out a new hosting plan, with my blog as the guinea pig. The tech support guys are really nice, but it is an operation that is pretty new, and from what I gather, it is a pretty small shop. As a result, my request to modify the PHP build running on the server, has still not been addressed. Because of that, I have no GD or FreeType libraries, which half of my plugins require (if you have perused it in the past couple of days, you may have noticed that it has just been displaying the header and a php generated error message). That is why shortcode is appearing where all of the images should be, when a page loads up. The only reason that anything besides error messages is displaying, is because I finally broke down and disabled all of my image handler plugins. It’s like driving a car with no brakes.
As if that weren’t enough, all of the MySQL databases on our old server (i.e. the one where Reagan’s blob, and all of our other sites, including some paying clients are currently hosted), have been infected with a malicious script that is redirecting all of those urls, to spam sites. Awesome. The tech support guys are working on it. But, as of Sunday morning, things still aren’t resolved. To top things off, my (home) office looks like a tornado hit. At least I can control that one. So, as soon as this post is published, things are going to start looking up. Wish me luck on resolving the rest of the crap on the list. I hope that everyone else had a less stressful weekend.

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When it rains, it does pour, but it’ll get better. Just you wait and see, buddy boy!
After the week you’ve had, I’d say you are quite entitled to some pity partying. And my heart breaks knowing you haven’t been able to run or see Piper. I just read Reagan’s latest post and she seems a bit overwhelmed too, but I know your awesomeness will lift you both back up. Sending happy, healing thoughts!
Ugh, I so know the feeling. It’s like a super-heavy weight of doom that just keeps clogging up your life. Thank goodness it doesn’t stick around for too long.
I haven’t been able to run for 6 months. Foot surgery is next Wednesday, and I’m told I may be back on the trail by November. I. Can’t. Wait. And I so feel your pain – the trainers just call out, “Tie me on! C’mon, you know you want to!”
Feel better soon, and MALWARE BEGONE!
I hope things are better asap!
I know how you feel. Sorry. Hope it gets better soon.
Gosh! I havent been able to access your blog lately.. Apparently because of all of the above mentioned reasons. Sucks that things are so rough, but think of this. You are only one of a few that even knew what the hell you were talking about in the last two paragraphs of your post. Which means you are really smart. That is something to be super happy about if you ask me!
Hope you can breath soon. That one really sucks~
Okay, as someone who had two-thirds of my family in 9/11, and lost the other one of them five years ago, I have something to add. You are super talented. You have what seems to be a great job. You have the love of your life with you every day. You have a a real challenge with Piper, but are rising to the occasion every day. You are making a major difference in her life. Don’t sweat the small stuff. Don’t worry about your blog and the technical difficulties. As they say on Wall Street, it’s an odd lot. It doesn’t matter. We, your readers, don’t care. You are doing what you are supposed to do with your life. If you don’t run right every day, it is okay. My trainer is a world class athlete, but some competitions don’t go his way. He has three kids. He, and you, are doing the important stuff. Take it from an older lady. You are doing just fine.